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her mum didn't shed any tears for her dead daughter.
Thursday, May 20, 20103:11 PM
this blog is pretty much rotting:x 

stuffs happened back in malaysia a few days ago. one of my cousin was admitted into the hospital on saturday or sunday due to malnutrition and dehydration and she went into critical condition at around 3am monday morning. xiao yi called my mum, uncle and da yi as all of us are in singapore and my mum went back to msia first because my uncle cannot leave till he finish a meeting in the afternoon and my da yi had to take care of her grandsons. my mum reached her hometown at 1 plus and my cousin passed away 1 hour later. da jiu mu was pretty much scolded by mum and other relatives for neglecting her own daughter's health and caused this tragedy to take place. later then i know from my mum that her mum had another daughter before but also passed away when she was only 10 months old. my mum said to her that she had caused her 2 daughters to die in her hands and she shouldn't have been so biased towards her sons as all of them are her children and should be treated equally, people who don't know would have thought that she was adopted. my mum they all were crying for her but her own mum didn't shed a single tear for her own daughter.

something interesting and weird happened there. a bat appeared out of nowhere and was flying around the house in msia on tuesday morning. my mum scared them by saying that it's my cousin's soul and, her family freaked out and they closed their bedroom door and windows, not daring to step out of the bedroom since it's not often for a bat to just fly into a house. my mum, xiao yi and uncle were amused by the sight:D then the bat just disappeared just as my mum they all switched on the lights in the kitchen. when it was at night, it appeared again out of nowhere and my cousin's family freaked out again-.- and my mum scared them with the same words 'your daughter is here to look for you again, da sao' my family and i was laughing away while mum was telling us, and it's such a pity that i wasn't able to see the whole thing:D i mean, it's your own family and yet you are still scared of them, tsk. this kind of thing also happened when my grandpa passed away. he came back as a moth, flying around the house.

i hope that she had reunited with her father as my uncle is the only one that treats her as his own daughter when he's still alive. well, her brother told my mum that whenever she quarreled with her mum, she will always said that she will go look for dad, who has already passed away, and her mum will just say 'go lah, go look for your father.' now she is really gone from this world to look for her father._. from 1990 to 2010, 6 of my relatives had already left this world. 4 from my maternal side and 2 from my paternal side. oh well, no use dwelling on the past. just hope that the dead ones are fine in the afterworld. Amen.
Dialogue in the Dark:D
Friday, May 07, 20107:59 PM
i pretty much forget about blogging. lol. twitter is like more convenient.

had IS modules today. Insight into Tourism Industry(ITI) lesson in the morning and the lecturer is like freaking rich. sent both her daughters overseas for study and she herself like always back and forth those western countries and singapore. she even just bought a house in london-.- next week is e-learning week for ITI so no lesson in the morning:D but have to visit some singapore arts festival exhibition at empress place precinct and esplanade park at night during the weekend-.-

in the afternoon, had WISP lesson. but today lesson was canceled. instead had the Dialogue in the Dark session at block 5 level 1. it's basically a walking tour of various simulated environments in complete darkness and led by the visually-impaired guides. the place is totally pitch black, no single light at all. you can't even see your five fingers though you put your hand in front of you. i just closed my eyes and walked after keeping my eyes opened for some time because there's basically no difference between opening and closing the eyes. it only makes the eyes tired because when your eyes are opened, you will only keep looking out for any light source. at first, i was with fion but after a while i was separated so i kept bumping and poking the guy in front of me to make sure i was going in the correct direction._. i felt bad for molesting him._. LOL. at some point of time, i kind of wandered away from my group since i was leading. then realized that something was wrong as the volume of my guide's voice was getting lower, so i wandered back and somehow i ended up with fion again. there's a cafe in there and we bought some food and drinks in there. fion bought a packet drink and she needed my help to find and poke the straw into the hole-.- by the time, the tour ended, it's already nearly 3pm. didn't realized that the tour took that long. it pretty much enlighten me:D i don't mind going back there again and indulge myself in the world of darkness:) haha.

shall go do my weekly log for CDP and my portfolios afterward. only left 10 weeks for 3 portfolios!
inactive and school started.
Tuesday, April 20, 201010:38 PM
feel that i should at least blog here once a week instead of leaving here collecting dust. school had officially started and today is the 2nd day of school. i think my fyp group is gone case as i feel that my team mates and i don't have that teamwork-.- from yesterday till now still haven't come up with group name and logo-.- got to complete those 2 tasks latest by thursday! wanted to start planning for my portfolios but the powerpoint slides and design briefs are not up yet! i'm motivated to start on the concepts but yet nothing to up on mel for me to read, understand and start! tsk. by the way, my final year project is an external one. having to something interactive for Creative Technologies, the company which produces Creative and Zen mp3. going down to the office on this coming thursday to meet them and i'm nervous! only the 2nd day of school and i'm already stressed out:( 

had 3GA today and it's kind of fun:D we got to learn to use a really cool game engine and create our own level room. hit a button and poof! u will immediately land in that level room that you created and start shooing around like crazy. something like a 1st person shooter game, Halo, Gears of World, Call of Duty, Half Life and etc. going to install that program onto my sis's laptop since it's a PC program so that i can further explore and do my assignments if there is! :D
tweet tweet
Sunday, April 04, 20106:36 PM
got a twitter account and i'm quite active at there so i have not been really updating my blog:x had worked for a week plus and had gotten my salary for march;D bought the audio technica headphones i wanted for a long time with the money, and also throw in percy jackson book 2 and kuroshitsuji manga. i still lack of a few items before my 'to buy' list is completed.

i want to stay at home and sleep. i don't want to go to work-.- only 2 weeks of holiday is left:(
work work work.
Tuesday, March 30, 20102:24 PM
it's only my 6th day working and i'm already tired of it. good job to myself._. i feel like going out, i want to go out. miracle has happened. i actually said i want to go out-.- nah, i only want to go to kinokuniya for my magazines, manga and novels.

great, i just bit on my tongue while chewing on a chewing gum.
the internet is back:D
Sunday, March 28, 20108:04 PM
my internet is down for the past 2 days so i don't have internet access at all. it only came back this morning. waiting for hello baby episode 9 subbed to be uploaded to youtube:D

went to the gym yesterday with fion. didn't stay as long as we normally would._. kind of slacked. went to jurong point after that for lunch. the food court was damn crowded and had to wait a while to get a table. while having lunch, a little girl sitting not far away from me keep looking at me or at my lunch and i was quite amused by her:D after that went walking around jurong point before going home.

got the impulse to change my blog skin and twitter skin but i'm kind of lazy._.
fish slice bee hoon
Friday, March 26, 201011:26 AM
i can't think of any title of this entry so i just throw in that food name that chiyen introduces to me since i started working._. it's nice, especially the soup:]

i'm seriously so bored right now-.- can't tweet, can't go youtube for videos and i can't possibly keep updating my blog-.-. can only listen to songs. at least better nothing. *sighs*