今天妈妈的心情好像不这么好，一直把我当出气筒出气。使得我对她有点不爽，很想对她说“你心情不好也不用对我出气啊。你是否后悔把我生出来？” 我会有这个想法是因为我亲耳听到我妈妈说当初生了我的哥哥和姐姐后，她根本没想过再生第三个孩子。是直到她感觉不舒服而看医生时才知道她怀了我，所以怀了我对她来说是个意外。说实话，我听了之后感觉有点失望。yeah lah yeah lah, i am just born to make her angry._.  argg, this post sounds emo sia >.< got to cheer up man.

well,posting in chinese seems quite not bad to me as it's easier to voice out what i want to say:D if type in english, sometimes cannot find the correct word. the hard thing about posting in chinese is the 汉语拼音 as i seems to have forgotten a lot of 汉语拼音 for the 词语. had hard time trying to remember them:/ but who cares~ from the next post onwards, shall try to post in chinese bah:D if the whole post cannot be in chinese, at least three quarter of it shall be in chinese :) like this then my chinese standard won't drop xD