manage to go to the temple where my passed away great grandma, grandparents and eldest uncle's ashes are kept at to offer prayers. i don't know why i am happy to go there. somehow, i also can remember where my cousin's passed away cousin's ashes were kept._. or rather it's my instinct that told me so when i saw the photo though we never met before. only know that he died due to cancer at a very young age. what a pity:( 

when i went back this time, heard a lot of screaming and shouting going on-.- 

one side is at my grandma house. practically because of my cousin,who don't talk. his behavior and character is getting out of control. he kept running out of the house to create havoc which causes the neighbor to come complaining to us-.- he even go and abuse those stray cats and dogs, sometimes till the extent that they died O.O when they died, he go and dump the corpse into some drain in front of the neighbor's house but his mum can't control him at all. he even beats his own sis with the metal handle of the badminton racket or with his fists and legs-.- the last time i went back, he even tried strangling the sis and mum-.- so my parents and aunt started to scold them. at the beginning my dad kept his mouth shut but soon he also could not stand their behavior and also start scolding. really, the son is getting out of control. can't imagine what will happen in the future when he gets older:/

then the other side is at my third aunt's house. 

2 babies + 1 kid = lots of cuteness going around and screaming._.

eardrums machiam going to burst-.- they sure are active, and the babies are cute;) then my third aunt said that when i am still small, i used to be as active and noisy as them but as i got older, i had become more quiet already. yeah, i got to admit what she say is true._. i remember my younger self as the active and noisy one. but i don't know why as i grew up, i become like this:/

in a few hours time will be going to 1M01 class chalet and only now then i begin packing._.